Tuesday, May 5, 2009

TAG TAG!!

1.The person who tagg you is:Chris Guang
2.Your relationship with him/her is :Brother!
3.Your first impression of him/her is :Super Handsome LOL!
4. The most memorable moments with them :meetoto
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is : Yosh Di!
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will.. :Impossible xD
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:Improve to become shorter ^^"
8. If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do :Impossible de larh
9. If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be : I ate his mash potatoes? LOL! IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is :Make him pass his BM exam
11. Your overall impression on him/her : Handsome,caring and tall me abit bit
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself : SHY
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself :Not tall enough!!101% TRUE
14. The most ideal person you want too be is : Dunno O_O"
15. For people who care and like you, say something to them :I like you too but impossible...I'm too ugly ~ ~" so dun think about it

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1.Quennel
2.Junz
3.Yee Shien
4. Teng
5. Yue Yin
6. XUan HUi
7. M Low
8. Amanda
9. Li Ying
10. Nichole

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with?: I dont know
18) Is 9 a male or a female?: Female
19) What is 2 studying at the moment?: College
20) Who was the last person you had a chat with?: Junz
21) What kind of music does 8 like?: I dont know, maybe JJ Lin's Songs
22) Does 1 have any siblings?: you go ask him larh!
23) Is 4 single?: Married
24) What's the surname of 6?: Tan
25) What's the hobby of 5?: No idea
26) Do 7 and 9 get along well?: Nope. they dont even knw each other
27) Where is 10 studying at?: SMK seksyen 5,KL
28) Say something casual about your eyes : see from far is black,near is brown
29) Have you tried developing feelings for 2?: NO! HE's a BOY LOL! xD LMAO,STUPID QUESTION
30) Where does 9 live?: why you want to know that?i help u ask her then
31) What colours does 4 like?: I dont know ?
32) Are 5 and 1 good friends?: They dunno each other
33) Does 2 like 7?: Nope!IMPOSSIBLE
34) How did u get to know 8?: Camp
35) Does 1 have any pets?: Dont know
36) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? : No,but he is horny xD

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Thursday(30-4-2009)around 9am

Sorry for late posting
in this week i had been never go to school for 3 days
my dad went to KL already so he can't fetch me

the first day is on monday:the reason is overslept(doing homeworks until late late)

the second day is on wednesday:because of playing computer until late late

and the third day is on thursday:because the taxi driver play a fool on me(i immediately wait the taxi after i called, BUT I DIDN'T SAW ANY TAXI!)
AND IT WAS LATE TO SCHOOL ALREADY
I WAIT LIKE AN IDIOT

and so i go up to my house and call the taxi to ask why no taxi was there
and he told me that the taxi driver had been waiting me so long

KNS THAT TAXI COMPANY!
i wait so long also didn't saw any taxi
i see everywhere also dun hab
while waiting, i suddenly saw a taxi coming so i open its door, then got a woman sitting inside asking me why i open the taxi's door
(but i wait the taxi so long already, how come my taxi haven't arrive)
I am still new in Penang,dunno ride public bus
(somemore i dun wan to take the risk, dunno the bus will go where later)

Sad,never been to school for three days in this week
my exam is coming soon, i'm so worrry
teacher and classmate keep asking me why i didn't went to school
and i told them "Oh,saya pergi belajar motor la" ==" sweat
I really need god to lend me his strength
I dun wan to missed my school anymore
I hate to catch up the missed school works






Monday, April 20, 2009

Tuesday (21-4-2009) 5.16am

Just wake up from the bed
Feeling steam steam
Then viewing K.Gor's blog
Can't forget my K.Gor
Yesterday I offline without greeting him Goodnight
I guess he started to ignore me,I can feel that he hate me unless I think too much
I done something weird yesteday too
I deleted all contact from my msn except K.Gor
Then appear offline and watching he online
I guess his request is that I don't talk too much
Anyway,I'm really don't know how brother thinking and
I don't know whether what I am doing are right

And now,nothing to do..so sleep again

No matter what happened,
You still my kor
Chris Guang Kor
And I wan to say "Thank You"
Sorry for what I had did

Monday (20-4-2009) 10:26pm

Now feeling sad
I hate myself, I am really stupid
I hate myself because don't know how to appreciate K.Gor
I just try to entertain him but it's actually annoying
I very very hate myself
Now I don't know should talk with K.Gor onot
If I chat with him sure he will feel that I am annoying
Now feel like wan to chat with brother but worry he will feel that i'm annoying
But if I don't chat with him now,no chance to chat already after july
It's really miserable when you really want to talk with someone but you don't know you should or not..
I'm confuse and don't know what should I do now to appreciate someone
Sad,hate myself
Someone should stab my heart now
I already have enough of this kind of life with many problems
-Quarrel with parent
-Quarrel with frens
-Having study problem
-Worry about my health
-Worry about my future
(there's other more I hate to mention it)
Am I fated to stay alone?
I didn't want to hate god because of that


I hope K.Gor and my friends won't end up leaving me alone
I know outside there are other people who are suffering more than me SO!
I must try to stand up and start a new life,I must survive!!

Monday (20-4-2009) 5.02p.m.

Today i didn't go to school
I lie to my dad that I overslept
Then my K.Gor came to my flat at around 9.40am to send me to hospital
Then at hospital I make an appointment
The nurse told to come back hospital on 5-5-2009
Then on the afternoon,I eat KFC with K.Gor
after that I went back home

I won't regret on what I had been done for someone and I felt happy
I didn't felt sad or regret that I spend my angpao money because you are one of the important person in my life
And I'm very thankful



Friday, April 17, 2009

Saturday morning (18-4-2009)just wake up 2.36a.m.

I slept around 9.30p.m. on friday
Then suddenly dunno why woke up at 2.30 a.m.(saturday morning)
not feel like sleeping anymore
Then i walk out from my room decide finding something to eat
This morning make me feel unhappy since i woke up at 2.30am
I not sure why
and now,
I feeling lonely watching the night sky through my window
I hate this feeling
and I can't remember clearly what happened yesterday,
my mind feel very blank and confuse

I slept back around 4am




Thursday, April 16, 2009

Thursday(16-4-2009)

(3.57p.m.)Just came back from school
Felt very stress ah, spm getting near
Today after school i helping seniors(form 6)
Then I go canteen to eat(1 noodles + 3xeggs and 1 rice+rice)
Feel very full even now
Feel sleepy and tired but still wan find someone to chat with

(6.08p.m.)Very sian today = ="...K.Gor no online
haiz...Juz now though wan to go swimming but lazy also
juz now i called the Continental,decide to go learn motor tomorrow
VERY sian today......dead

Bored~Bored~Bored and Bored